You’re brilliant. Stop doing this. Please. It’s not the h-problem, it’s your impending demise.
When the Idler Wheel came out, my friend and I listened to it, and determined to listen all the way through because of how good you are, and it’s clear that you still have a knack for complicated rhythm and clever lyrics, but it’s also clear that there’s something unhealthy influencing your work. Then she linked me to the picture at the top of the post, and I just thought, this is not right. This isn’t good. You need help, Hon. Please stop doing this before you become remembered as a tragic loss.